I’m horribly lonely and I feel so disconnected with the world. I feel like I’m doing everything wrong despite all the blessings and the opportunities God gave me. I feel so alone, I’m wishing for a magical person to appear when I’m in bed telling me everything will be okay. I feel so alone, I have to always convince myself every night that I have to wake up to enjoy life and everything it offers, but I always feel that I’m lying to myself.
these things I keep to myself because it feels so wrong trying to speak my mind. These things I keep to myself because it sounds so weak and immature. These things I keep to myself because nobody would like somebody rotten to the core and could not pick himself up from the muck of his emotions. These things I keep to myself because…everyone’s so okay dealing with their lives and I’m ashamed to say that I’m failing at every aspect of it.
Apparently kylesimmonsstache gets really excited about art.
LET’S FUCKIN TALK ABOUT ART
OH WHOA THAT’S A SWEET ASS MOTHERFUCKING CLASSICAL PAINTING BUT THEN FUCKIN LOOK AT THE DETAIL
TTHHHIIISSSSS IISSSSS AAAAA PAAAIINNNTTTIIINNNGGGG?!!?!!?!!!?!?!!! WHAT TO HECK????
FUCKIN SWEET ASS DAFT PUNK COLORED PENCILS HELLA
LOOK AT THIS AND TELL ME IT ISN’T FUCKIN RAD AS HELL
THIS LOOKS LIKE A SCENE OUT OF A MOVIE
OH SWEET LOOK AT THIS SCULPTURE RIGHT
JUST WAIT A FUCKIN MINUTE HERE
THIS IS A DRAWING MADE TO LOOK LIKE A SCULPTURE I CAN’T FUCKING
LOOK MORE SWEET ASS COLORED PENCIL DRAWINGS
NOW I’M ABOUT TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT MY BRO BERNINI OKAY JUST TRUST ME ON THIS
ALREADY GORGEOUS RIGHT
FUCKING LOOK AT THAT LOOK AT IT I’M FUCKING
HOW DOES MARBLE LOOK LIKE GOSSAMER FABRIC HOOOOOWWWW??!!!!?
this is me on art
I found something…..
*WE LOVED HERE BY NICHOLAS KOLE*
hi-res here: http://nicholaskole.deviantart.com/art/We-Loved-Here-310794349
…my hopeless romanticism.
Here are some picture of what some of the most popular dog breeds look like as puppies.
give me them all.
Here’s one thing I keep to myself always, I always give time reading everything on Tumblr, Twitter and Facebook just to check who needs help, who’s having a bad day or who’s needs company. I make it a point to send them a message to make them feel that somebody’s listening. I know how lonely it feels to be alone, it crawls deep into your bones and squeezes the air out of your lungs…I just want to make sure they know I care. Everybody needs a little help sometimes, so I do whatever I can to make them feel better.
It’s really horrible having to go through everything alone.
I’m learning how much I have to learn, how little I know, how fragile my understanding is. I’m learning to be thankful and patient; today is all that we will ever have in this life. If we spend our time obsessing with the future or regretting the past then we will never live. Tomorrow will always be tomorrow and yesterday cannot be changed. The wise man seeks God in the now and brings both his regrets and fears before Him. The freedom that we are offered is truly amazing: to live, today, free from even our own fallen desires. This is where I want to be.
Jon Foreman, a.k.a. one of the wisest musicians living in my generation & probably one of the world’s kindest believers as well, truly living a life like Christ (via thesailingthought)
I have run out of words to describe what I feel. But maybe, these lines from Jon Foreman capture my sentiments.(via findinglions)