Dearest, I pray you never lose sight of your goals and your dreams. I may not be the brightest star in your sky, but remember when darkness looms I’ll try my best to guide you, help you and light your way to greatness. I might not be your brightest star, but I’ll make sure you’ll have light…you’ll always have my light.
I have decided to take this morning off to just zone out. I have been feeling too suffocated recently and I’m beginning to resent everything again, it’s not a good sign. I discovered that if this continues I will lose interest in doing anything and just “do nothing”, so as a solution I take time to just clear my head and “do nothing” as to give me a few hours of peace.
Work is good, I’m not intimidated by the new graphic artist (considering he’s much older and experienced), I can comply and deliver requirements promptly, and I have a lot of time just “studying” at work. I don’t want to just get disinterested in work because I’ve created a very good routine…it has a really good flow that doesn’t stress me out.
I hate this feeling, the one when you just feel that the world is holding you by the neck and the thoughts never seem to dissipate. It’s like drowning and being buried alive at the same time.
Ciao, I have some things I have to figure out.